Hello world!
Ok so my first post. Well hello. I doubt i will have any readers so i am not directing this at anyone. Maybe i’ll just type in my random thoughts. So first off… my current life…
My name is Jodie.I am at University in my 3rd year of Technical Production.I am planning on travelling to London and all over the world once i get myself organised.
I have a beautiful girlfriend named Jen and she is quickly becoming the highlight of my world. To describe how i have reached this conclusion and how i have managed to get this amazing girl to be mine i would have to explain all the mistakes and stupid things i have done and learnt from that have led me to her. And to wanting, at least for the uncertain future, to give her the world.
This blog is quickly going to become all about my GF so before i continue my gushing i am going to say what else has been happening…
Ok well about 3 days ago i got hit by a motorbike when i was crossing the road (at the lights) in the rain and then rushed to hospital in an ambulance. I am now on crutches and highly incapable of doing anything for myself besides laying in bed and feeling sore and exhausted. I am cranky and tired and fairly whingy for the moment but i think i’ll talk about all that later.
All i really want to talk about right now is my GF. She is just my most favorite person these days. And im not just being some gushy thing for no reason. I have dated a lot and had a lot of ‘experience’ in various relationships and with a lot of people. Not to say i was a ‘player’ or anything. But i just… well i have a lot of history and i have learnt from it.
This is why i think this girl is so incredible. I have encountered a lot of crap people. But her… my god this girl is the most breath of fresh air i have ever met. When i first met her i thought she must be playing hard to get… because she didnt pay me hardly any attention at all.. But that wasnt it. She just had no idea i was ‘making advances’ because she is less experienced in this type of thing and kinda oblivious to it. She is very cute in that way. That i kinda had to explain everything directly in order to get the message across that i was so interested in her.
Well anyway after following her around Sporties all night then adding her on facebook i finally started convincing her through some seriously not subtle flirting that i liked her. She agreed to meet me on Thursday night at pool comp and i was so excited. I remember walking into the room and looking around for her and seeing her in the corner of the room, sitting so beautifully, drinking some sort of classy wine. I was too unsure to go straight up to her. So i stood talking to some people for a while before finally going to talk to her. You see i thought maybe i was sposed to outwait her and wait till she came over to me but 1. she is much better at being patient then i am.. and 2. i finally realised she had no idea what the rules to this are so i would have to do it all first.
You see i was just so excited to finally be near her with her also noticing me. I wanted so badly to kiss her already and i couldnt help but look at her. Anyway.. that night passed with some hand holding and gentle touching to the point where everyone obviously knew this was the start of something and then she drove me home and i got out and couldnt help but think about her heaps.
So then she came over on Sunday and i was nervous. I wanted to kiss her and touch her and you need to know that everything about this girl appeals to me because she is my complete opposite. She is quiet and kinda shy and unsure about a lot. She stresses and is kinda dorky and likes to study and sew and read non fiction and she has these amazing big eyes and beautiful smile and i couldnt help but keep looking at her. She is never the one to make the first move but she is so giving and caring and classy. She drinks wine and eats vegetables and likes to sew things onto her clothes and loves shoes. She always has perfect nails and skin and hair and her outfit is always matching and perfect. This girl is amazing. I am none of the above. I am loud and messy and disorganised and my life is chaos. I have too much confidence and no patience.
Well i finally kissed her. I turned ‘But Im A Cheerleader’ on because its her favorite movie and i wanted the moment to be special and something she could reminsce about years from now. Kissing her was amazing. Her lips were so soft and perfect and all the things i had been kinda worried about.. like her pushing me away or freaking out… none of it happened. She looked at me and smiled and it was perfect. We kissed a lot. That night was the first step to exploring each other and when she had to leave i knew i couldnt wait to see her again.
Next time i saw her we spent 7 hours in my bed. It was amazing. Im not going to go into detail except to say that every part of her was perfect to touch, to kiss, to caress. I wanted to touch her all the time. And her reactions were wonderful. It was a perfect night.
I have seen her a fair bit since then. And every time i see her i find something more wonderful about her. I liked going to the Open Air Cinema with her and we had our first picture together. I like this girl. I find the fact that she stresses really ‘endearing’. I like listening to her talk and hearing all the intelligent things she says. She is funny and random and just gorgeous.
Most of all i like kissing her and holding her hand. I cant wait to see her again and thats mainly why im so frustrated to be stuck in bed in the hands of my family.
Now i am so tired and i have so much more to say about myself and about my life. But for tonight it is bedtime. I am sure i will blog again and explain all about me and my history and less gushing about Jen but she is all that im thinking about tonight.
So goodnight random blog world and im sorry if there are spelling errors but i havent found a spellcheck and i just cant be bothered.
Sleep time xxx
